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A writing experiment that blooms and wilts.

Begun at 4 PM PST, July 20, 2008

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        • some clarity with anger
        • hunger homeless hate
        • and you undersatnd the media is not the message
        • oh, certainly it is in whatever Marshall way
        • but really the media - the text - it must be a too...
        • and not an end in itself
        • not a destination but a way of doing
        • getting going action
        • the most disappointing moment of life so far
        • the monkey in the middle
        • and working very hard with the expectation of bein...
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        • breaking or ruining the heirlooms of over-priviled...
        • fuck a yard lamp
        • the drink fridge - are you kidding
        • desks, mercedes a hot tub - the endless excess
        • how much bullshit now to rot
        • how much bullshit to rot
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        • how much anger and deceit spent in ignoring the gi...
        • how much
        • i know how much.
        • i know exactly how much waste there was
        • how much selfish shit went on
        • it takes my breathe away
        • i can't breathe for it
        • my heart jumps and tried to break through the ribs...
        • thank you novel fiction
        • Oh, Alan, who forced me into reality just in time ...
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        • and my pity cannot hold back the rage
        • the real gritty grinding shit and abhoring
        • terrible
        • pathetic and hurtful
        • and i feel robbed
        • my remorse mortgaged
        • voices in wavers
        • fuck it
        • the kind of release that leads you headlong right ...
        • a bind which is always without choice
        • and the cards played in order to calm you down
        • who am i kidding - calm me down
        • calm me down
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        • i might just though this time
        • and it might just be the 'no' heard generations ou...
        • the 'no' of an early life bankruptcy
        • the 'no' of a dislodged hierarchy
        • the 'no' of you won't see me again
        • a vote of 'no' confidence
        • no more belief in people who don't deserve belief
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        • ((( *** Chapter Ten: My God *** )))
        • and so they did, in sickness and in health.
        • They wanted to leave the country, finally
        • for all the people they had known were gone now, t...
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        • the project is failed you clicked shut
        • ten times the tilt has left you fearless evocativ...
        • another tremor so follow the lead
        • dip, lose grip let to fall
        • left to trial sent wonder from after
        • and the whorish mock-up it became
        • with tits on forehead some beast
        • oh, dali textual science and zen in embrace
        • notes taped to backs are labels
        • look where i can reach
        • equality leave spaces to fill
        • leave spaces to fill
        • so no more so no more so no more
        • the selected typography rail car collision
        • a treasure map
        • 1 or 17
        • whorish worship
        • war ship!
        • battalion battle brigade
        • steam boat willy in towe
        • or toe tote, tut, tut, tut
        • sibilance
        • engorge peel and orange *not a spelling error
        • simple guitar nothing needed force
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        • i'll say it again: jealousy ain't love.
        • jealousy ain't love and i said it again.
        • and the second saying makes the first all the mean...
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        • what occurs to me now is that it goes on.
        • if only you knew the change that just occurred.
        • here we are in another book. hoo-ee.
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        • The words now sent by text bring new life to book....
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        • personality in a pouch, so am i.
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        • Celebration and Rejoice!
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        • What?
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        • ((( *** Chapter Eleven: The End *** )))
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      • ►  08 (2)
        • Fuck it.
        • I'll do what I want.
      • ►  09 (8)
        • But probably have to show up with some regularity....
        • or new tricks.
        • so I say to him, I say, the real-time outlines ar...
        • the psychic map wraps nicely into a square which f...
        • Just
        • Or
        • Because
        • But
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        • Hard time resetting.
 

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