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A Resumed Ray Sumser Project
((( *** Chapter Ten: My God *** )))
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i am at home now
if you read this regularly, or checked it, you'd k...
my soul is running at full steam
god, the bricks and barriers it must create
it is like a question
"i wish the four of us were the five of us"
"i wish she were here," or the rarer, "i wish he w...
god, i feel i have done wrong
i feel it i feel it
even here, where i have arrived and am su-posed to...
where i'm supposed to be
where the night terrors crawl where i've made a mo...
where i can't do a god damned thing
where my grandparents won't receive the thank-you-...
where an ex-girlfriend will give out hand-outs lik...
where I'll starve and learn to love it
even with all with the Christmas Tim spent with us...
and the nothings they know about it
god, i'm so ruined
and not, alison, marshall, maureen, tim, AARON, ni...
i've got to smoke while as the photos of a young ...
and god-damned-it i've got to feel alive while i a...
yes, i will die will be over will perish
but will do what i am able while i am still in thi...
because i can because i must
mom, i want you back with dad dad, i want you bac...
now the battery on my computer is dead and i'm wr...
((( *** Chapter Ten: My God *** )))
and so they did, in sickness and in health.
They wanted to leave the country, finally
for all the people they had known were gone now, t...
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look where i can reach
equality leave spaces to fill
leave spaces to fill
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((( *** Chapter Eleven: The End *** )))
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Hard time resetting.